F-R-I-E-N-D-S

I should say thank you to all you guys, and sorry if i have ever made mistakes.

You guys are my best friends. From the first year of junior high. Ahaha...I still remember that time when we first met. 

Let's just call you Mama and Emak :P

So, the first time i entered the new junior high school, i was so nervous about how my junior high life would be. I mean, i don't know anybody, I'm a new student. The first time i saw Emak was when i sat on the behind. We smiled to each other, a smile for new student to new student. And Mama sat in the front row so we hadn't met yet. All i knew was that she was from outside the island. She was rather a quiet student, the shy type. Let's just move on. 

So, we started the first day of the school with what we call MOS,a three-day activity when the new first year students get to know about their new school. We need to collect signatures from the student council members. I didn't really enjoy it, since there was some of the student council members that told us to sing or dance first. So I'm not into it. I just asked a few. I remembered seeing Emak with her friend together, asking for signature. We smiled when we bumped to each other. And that what made us friend,i guess -w-a. On the second and the third day of MOS, we were together in class. The MOS ended and the study began. That's when we got to know Mama.

When the teacher of -what was it- Indonesian Language (maybe...) told us to made a group of four people, I was troubled. Yeah, you know I just knew Emak, so we were searching for other person. And that was when Emak saw Mama alone. She asked how about made her join our group and I just said okay. But i need to be honest, at that time i didn't feel liking Mama because...from what i experience in elementary a quiet person was hard to deal with when we chatted since what he/she said was different, it's like 'disconnected'. So, I was like, kept the distance. But,you see, my opinion was wrong. She, actually, was a kind and nice person. And we were 'connect' every time we chatted. Oh, and when I said 'kind' she was extremely kind, so kind, really kind, which made everyone asked her for help. That made me kind of frustrated. She just couldn't say 'no'. And I was like... smoke from the head or something like that. Well, the three of us were close friend, until now :D.
We got into different classes on the second and the third year, but we still keep in contact, i guess -w-''.
And now we are in senior high, the first year, and still in different class.... I kind of feel lonely sometimes, thinking 'if only we were in the same class' something like that. It's not that I hate my class now or I don't want them to be with other person. I got many friends in my class now and I'm pretty happy that they did too. But it's just...somehow,well, yeah lonely... Well, I'll just pray that we get in the same class on the second year (with A___ and S_____ ;) )
Once more I will say thank you and sorry at the same time. I will always remember both of you, i also hope that you two will remember me.

For my best friends :D
YOCHI & YOICE

Just want to type....

I never know that it will end up like this. I mean...well, we're not even know each other very well at first. Just know each other face and name. That's it. And i know that at first you like my friend. It was really-what is the word- umm...really 'real' ,i guess. I mean, everybody could saw that you like her from your behavior. But....there you go, heartbroken right? Of course she already had a boyfriend. Gee, well i didn't really care about it anyway. Besides you recover quickly, almost like nothing actually happened. And there you go, loved another girl. I don't know that girl you like, i thought she was a good girl. And 'WOW', i must say. You were really...on fire! to get that girl. All of the guys in our class supported you, you know? And all of us thought that you, the two of you, would actually made it. But...-again- there you go heartbroken. Well, you were wrong too, not just that girl. You were taking it slowly and so there she went with her ex. But i thought, all of the guys in the class thought, that girl is actually at fault too. She had already given you hope, and that's real, but just because of jealousy that's really unbelievable, your hope just vanished. Just because there was a girl asking for an answer of a physics question, I mean, really, she was just a FRIEND! 
Well, that's a past, and you could let it flow -not as quickly as the first though- And after that you actually moved and sit in front of me -actually all of the guys moved...- And there we go, knowing each other better than before. I should say that I'm sorry, because we were talking and talking and talking to each other frequently -although all of the topics always circle around friend-to-friend topic- those guys, our friends, keep thinking that both of us actually like each other. But i know you didn't like me as a girl, you like me as a friend, that's...the same for me. You actually told me that you liked another girl, a girl from your junior high, and i was happy you actually trust me with that information. I support you of course, and there you go heartbroken again... You know, you are the first person that i have ever known for having a sad love story. And i can see that you actually recover quickly. Well, that's good. And bad...for the first girl you like, the one that already had a boyfriend, she broke up... She was crying at first, couldn't forget about her boyfriend. We, the girls, always tried to made her happy. And....there you go trying to get her attention, we thought. I don't have a....bravery... to ask you directly if you like her. But we thought, that you try, and try. Well, we always support what is the best for both of you. However, you can see that your friend, who actually just broke up, also trying to get her, really trying that all of us could see it. 

I wonder how it will end, your story....

You know what i want to say? Keep fighting, brother!!