Kamis, 25 April 2013

Just want to type....

I never know that it will end up like this. I mean...well, we're not even know each other very well at first. Just know each other face and name. That's it. And i know that at first you like my friend. It was really-what is the word- umm...really 'real' ,i guess. I mean, everybody could saw that you like her from your behavior. But....there you go, heartbroken right? Of course she already had a boyfriend. Gee, well i didn't really care about it anyway. Besides you recover quickly, almost like nothing actually happened. And there you go, loved another girl. I don't know that girl you like, i thought she was a good girl. And 'WOW', i must say. You were really...on fire! to get that girl. All of the guys in our class supported you, you know? And all of us thought that you, the two of you, would actually made it. But...-again- there you go heartbroken. Well, you were wrong too, not just that girl. You were taking it slowly and so there she went with her ex. But i thought, all of the guys in the class thought, that girl is actually at fault too. She had already given you hope, and that's real, but just because of jealousy that's really unbelievable, your hope just vanished. Just because there was a girl asking for an answer of a physics question, I mean, really, she was just a FRIEND! 
Well, that's a past, and you could let it flow -not as quickly as the first though- And after that you actually moved and sit in front of me -actually all of the guys moved...- And there we go, knowing each other better than before. I should say that I'm sorry, because we were talking and talking and talking to each other frequently -although all of the topics always circle around friend-to-friend topic- those guys, our friends, keep thinking that both of us actually like each other. But i know you didn't like me as a girl, you like me as a friend, that's...the same for me. You actually told me that you liked another girl, a girl from your junior high, and i was happy you actually trust me with that information. I support you of course, and there you go heartbroken again... You know, you are the first person that i have ever known for having a sad love story. And i can see that you actually recover quickly. Well, that's good. And bad...for the first girl you like, the one that already had a boyfriend, she broke up... She was crying at first, couldn't forget about her boyfriend. We, the girls, always tried to made her happy. And....there you go trying to get her attention, we thought. I don't have a....bravery... to ask you directly if you like her. But we thought, that you try, and try. Well, we always support what is the best for both of you. However, you can see that your friend, who actually just broke up, also trying to get her, really trying that all of us could see it. 
I wonder how it will end, your story....
You know what i want to say? Keep fighting, brother!!

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